THE NUCLEARMIND of SCOTT UTLEY

DO YOU HAVE PAPERS? DO YOU HAVE ID? IDENTIFICATION? PAPERS? PAPERS. PAPERS! I SEE. WHO SENT YOU HERE? TELL ME NOW! WHO INVITED YOU? ARE YOU SURE? OKAY, COME IN. HURRY. SLOW DOWN. DON’T TOUCH ANYTHING. 

IF YOU ARE HERE FOR AN EASY A, YOU’VE COME TO THE RIGHT PLACE, HOWEVER, TO QUALIFY YOU MAY AS WELL JUMP OFF A ROOF. YOU ARE LIKELIER TO ACHIEVE SOMETHING THAT WAY THAN THE RIGHT WAY. DON’T JUST STAND THERE LOOKING STUPID. EYES ARE EVERYWHERE. HURRY UP. GET IN. SLOW DOWN.

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WELCOME. YOU ARE FAR WORTHIER THAN YOUR INNATE RIGHT TO BE FREE FROM FEAR. YOU HAVE GREATER POWERS OF LIGHT THAN I SAY YOU HAVE.  I SAY, YOU ARE THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD.

WE’VE BEEN HONORED TO BE CHOSEN TO BE OF SERVICE TO YOUR EMERGING BRILLIANCE. IS THIS CONSPIRACY OR COINCIDENCE? HAPPENSTANCE IS NOT VERY LIKELY. WE ARE TOGETHER FOREVER. ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE.

INCINERATE MY SAVAGE SOUL

I AM PAPER BURNING AT ALL MY EDGES 

YOU ARE THE SMOKE I BECOME

burn by scott utley

Pour aller à des messages récents sans profiter d’une défouler à travers mon étonnante biographie abrégée, il suffit de cliquer sur: www. nuclearmind. blog ~ C’est ta perte. (Oui, c’est ça!)

Чтобы перейти на последние посты, не пользуясь бесплодным бесплодием, я просто щелкну: www. нуклеарминд. блог

Это твоя потеря. (да, правильно!)

To go to recent posts without enjoying a romp through my astonishing abridged biography, simply click:

http://www.nuclearmind.blog

It’s your loss. (Yea, right!)

SIX YEARS AGO, I WAS APPROACHED (ACCOSTED REALLY) BY APRILIA ZANK, WHO ASKED ME TO HELP SUPPLY MATERIAL FOR UNDERSERVED YOUTH IN DEVELOPING NATIONS FOR A NON-PROFIT REACH OUT & TEACH EFFORT. I SAID, “OF COURSE”.

DR. APRILIA ZANK is a lecturer for Creative Writing and Translation in the Department of Languages and Communication at the Ludwig Maximilian University of Munich, Germany, where she received her PhD degree in Literature and Psycholinguistics for her thesis THE WORD IN THE WORD Literary Text Reception and Linguistic Relativity. She is also a poet, a translator, editor & mixed media artist.

THIS PAGE REPRESENTS SOME OF THE MATERIAL I HAVE WRITTEN FOR NUCLEARMIND, WHICH IS USED AS A “TEACHER’S AID” BY EDUCATORS ALL OVER THE WORLD.

PLEASE ENJOY, FRET OR CONDEMN ANYTHING YOU WISH. WHATEVER YOU ARE THINKING I WILL MOST LIKELY PICK UP OVER THE ETHERNET. WHETHER YOU HAVE A KIND-SPIRITED SOUL OR A MEAN-STREAK A MILE LONG, I WILL LAUGH . PLEASE FEEL FREE TO MAKE ME LAUGH. 

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I AM A RECLUSIVE, PRIVATE, & ODD MIDDLE-AGED GUY LIVING IN THE MOST DENSELY POPULATED GHETTO OF LOS ANGELES . I AM WIDOWED, 5.11, 180 POUNDS, BROWN, GREEN, SO ON, SO ON & SO FORTH. I ENJOY STROLLING THE MOON LIT BEACH & WALKING IN THE RAIN, ETC. I WILL CONSIDER ANY OFFER FOR COMPANIONSHIP REGARDLESS HOW SHALLOW OR NEFARIOUS YOUR INTENTIONS MAY BE. I ACCEPT THAT THE LESS DEPTH & THE MOST ILL WILL YOU CAN MUSTER ARE ALL I CAN POSSIBLY HOPE FOR. I RAISE A PERPETUALLY FLOWERING GARDEN AS WELL AS SEVERAL DOGS & MY FAMILIAR , AS IN HAMLET, ‘BLACKIE’ THE CAT. I HAVE A PEDIGREE IN FINE ARTS. I MOPE A LOT. I WHINE. I AM OBNOXIOUS.

I STUDIED MOLECULAR BIOLOGY UNDER SUPERVISION OF SIR FRANCIS CRICK AT THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA, LA JOLLA, CALIFORNIA.  PARDON ME? WHO, CRICK? JESUS. WOULD YOU LEAVE MA ALONE ABOUT HIM? ME. I MEANT ME, NOT MA. SPEAKING OF MA 

AND “NO” IS THE ANSWER IF YOU ARE ASKING FOR HIS AUTOGRAPH. JESUS’S. NOT CRICK’S. JESUS. WHO, CRICK? IMPORTANT? HOW WOULD I KNOW? I’M A HIGHSCHOOL DROPOUT TRYING TO SECURE A GED (GENERAL EQUIVALENCY DIPLOMA), WITHOUT WHICH, I CAN KISS MY DREAM OF FLIPPING FISH BURGERS OVER AT DAIRY QUEEN (IN JACKSON HEIGHTS, QUEENS, NEW YORK CITY, NEW YORK), GOODBYE.

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THE MIND IS A TERRIBLE THING TO WASTE. I KNEW THAT FROM WATCHING LOTS OF TELEVISION COMMERCIALS,

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THEREFORE, I DECIDED I WOULD SPEND MOST OF MY TIME BELOW MY DORM ROOM AT UC SAN DIEGO’S CAMPUS ABOVE THE NOTORIOUS NUDE SANDS OF BLACK’S BEACH. I WASN’T EXPOSING MYSELF, PER SE, I WAS READING BIOGRAPHIES OF ANCIENT BRITISH STAGE ACTORS AS PART OF PREP FOR THE NEIGHBORHOOD PLAYHOUSE (NYC) WHERE I ALREADY KNEW I WOULD BE ATTENDING THE FOLLOWING YEAR.

DURING MY RESIDENCY AT THE NEIGHBORHOOD PLAYHOUSE, I WORKED AS A BARTENDER AT FAMED STUDIO 54. I AM THE LAST PERSON TO NAME DROP (JANIS JOPLIN, BETTE DAVIS, PEE WEE HERMAN), BUT I HAVE HAD A RELATIONSHIP WITH JESUS CHRIST SINCE WE FIRST MET UP AT OJAI. PLEASE DON’T ASK ME TO GET HIS AUTOGRAPH.  

I AM A GRADUATE OF THE AMERICAN CONSERVATORY THEATER IN SAN FRANCISCO UNDER THE DIRECTION OF BILL BALL. I AM A GRADUATE OF THE NEIGHBORHOOD PLAYHOUSE IN NEW YORK CITY UNDER THE DIRECTION OF SANFORD MEISNER. I STUDIED WITH STELLA ADLER IN LOS ANGELES AT THEATER VANGUARD OFF MELROSE AVENUE IN WEST HOLLYWOOD. I STUDIED SHAKESPEARE WITH THE DIRECTOR AND SCHOLAR LEE SHALIT AT SOUTH COAST REPERTORY IN COSTA MESA.

I WAS COACHED & DIRECTED BY ACADEMY AWARD WINNING ACTRESS (WHO’S AFRAID OF VIRGINIA WOOLF?, 1966) SANDY DENNIS AT HERBERT BERGHOF STUDIOS (HB STUDIOS) IN NEW YORK CITY. I HAVE PERFORMED IN OVER FIFTY EQUITY OR EQUITY WAIVER STAGED PRODUCTIONS INCLUDING THE ROLE OF MAX IN THE US WEST COAST PREMIERE OF BENT, WRITTEN BY MARTIN SHERMAN, DIRECTED BY DAVID MARSHALL GRANT, THE COAST PLAYHOUSE IN WEST HOLLYWOOD, CA., USSR of A. I WAS ‘ THE MAN’ IN WOMAN BEHIND BARS WRITTEN BY TOM EYEN & DIRECTED BY RON LINK AT THE ALCAZAR THEATER IN SAN FRANCISCO, I PORTRAYED THE LEAD HORSE, NUGGET, IN EQUUS, WRITTEN BY PETER SHAFFER, AT THE OLD GLOBE THEATER IN SAN DIEGO, AND AT THE LAGUNA MOULTON PLAYHOUSE IN LAGUNA BEACH, CA., USSR of A. I WAS DARKHORSE IN CYBERQUEER, WRITTEN BY TOM JACOBSON & DIRECTED BY (THE ASTONISHINGLY BRILLIANT) MARK BRINGELSON AT ROBERT SCHROCK’S CELEBRATION THEATER IN HOLLYWOOD IN BOTH THE 1996 & 1998 PRODUCTIONS. I HAVE APPEARED ON TV IN OVER FOUR DOZEN PRODUCTIONS IN VARIOUS FORMATS, INCLUDING FILMS & TV.  I WAS THE PATIENT OR THE DOCTOR OR THE COP ON GENERAL HOSPITAL SO MANY TIMES IT IS A WONDER THEY DIDN’T PULL ME OR THAT SOAP OPERA OFF THE AIR. 

IN THE CLIP BELOW (A ROGER CORMAN MASTERPIECE), THE FILM “FIELD OF FIRE” (SHOT ON LOCATION IN & AROUND THE MEGAPOLIS OF MANILA), I CO-STAR WITH MY FRIEND, EB LOTTIMER & DAVID CARRADINE. ONE OF A MULTITUDE OF INNOVATIVE GENRE VIETNAM “SHOOT ‘EM UP” WAR FLICKS WHICH CAME FROM THE MIND OF ROGER CORMAN, SUCH AS CHUCK NORRIS’ MISSING IN ACTION EPICS. IN THAT STARTLING PRODUCTION LINE, I WAS ACTUALLY PAID ‘NOT’ TO APPEAR IN MISSING IN ACTION III. IT’S A BORING STORY SO I’LL CAP IT OFF WITH SAYING: THE TITLE, “THE DAMNED DON’T CRY”, WAS ALREADY TAKEN. 

THE ONLY REASON MIA III DIDN’T BEST OUT ‘THE BEST YEARS OF OUR LIVES’ FOR BEST PICTURE AT THE ACADEMY AWARDS THE FOLLOWING YEAR IS A MYSTERY FOR THE AGES. IN HINDSIGHT, THAT MAY HAVE BEEN AWKWARD. MY FUTURE GRANDFATHER-IN-LAW, STEVE COCHRAN, GRANDFATHER TO ALEX M. JOHNS, MADE HIS DEBUT IN THAT FILM.

THE BEST YEARS OF OUR LIVES ~ 1946

DANA ANDREWS, VIRGINIA MAYO & STEVE COCHRAN

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BETWEEN AGE 14-16,  I TAGGED ALONG WITH MARSHA P JOHNSON

SANDY DENNIS

YOU MAY REACH SCOTT AT SCOTT@NUCLEARMIND.COM . IT IS A CRAP SHOOT.

5 comments

  1. Scotty, I meet a lot of people everyday and each one is different than the last but today I met you. You intrigued me. I hear life stories from people all the time but something about yours stuck with me. You’re different which seems most normal to me, if that makes sense? I dig it. I wasn’t put off by you, rather humbled actually. It was a pleasure meeting you. Thank you for keeping it real.

    Best,

    Brooke

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  2. Hello, how’s it going! We met at the sprint store. My coworker and I sold you a phone. I hope all is well, and that you’re adapting to your new phone. You mentioned that you were looking for a Spanish translator for your future works, I would be more than happy to work for you during my downtime. My name is Rogelio A. Barrera B. If you consider working together you can call me at 1(818) 849-4750. I hope to hear from you soon.

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